Jesus has never failed me yet – S.Maharaj
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| I was thrown own off my marital home jus because I was considered different…I was mostly criticized and condemned for being me…mostly I was criticized for being a Christian… whilst my ex-husband and his family were idol worshippers. They hated me and found fault and tormented everything and every effort I made…while I was in the battle of faith…I failed tremendously…I became rebellious towards my husband because I found it hard to submit to someone who gave importance to his parents and would spend every sec of his spare time by a bar with friends and lately…Spanish women who he claimed were his friends..but later on when we separated began being involved wit dem in the open…he had no time for his children..he never spent quality family time wit his family…one thing led to another..we faced major issues which led to infidelity…i then forgotten all about Jesus and who he is…i turned myself to alcohol and partying…thinking that would take away the stress…the pain and the sorrow…but only for a while…after the alcohol would run out…the friends would leave and things would just keep getting worst…rumours started to spread..my name was tainted…no one had nothing gud to say about me…an all were jus rumours dat dey chose to believe…trust me I was innocent at the time I knew my worth…after things got really out of hand…my inlaws made my husband threw me an my 2 kids out on the streets from our own marital home dat we both built…Dat i myself worked so hard an sacrificed for…no one came to help…no one gave me justice not even the police…my mother in laws exact words were… “I will never give up until i see u dead…i will never let u live in Peace…i will trouble u till u kill yourself…u have to end up like a stray dog living on the road”…hearing those words i was so hurt…i ended up bak in my parents home…i ran dwn to the beach an said to myself im goin to end my life…im worthless….i cried my eyes out…till i heard a voice saying to me…my child…i will never forsake u…i know wat u are goin tru an i know who u r…u r mine….u deserve to be better…u deserve to live…u are a conqueror…i dried my tears i got up and i walked back towards the now ruined house…i gathered my stuff…took my kids an never looked back…i resorted to court for maintenance to mind the kids…after which i met some1 off social media…i was encouraged to go back to Jesus…i surrendered once again…i asked God to forgive of my sins an shame….i now have a Christian husband…he don’t drink..he makes me his priority..not only me but he also loves Jesus and accepts Him as his Saviour…its been 4 years now…ive never gone bak…i know where Jesus has brought me from…he has deliverd me…he has restored me…he has given me a fresh anointing…and He keeps fighting my every single battle…He never leaves my side…He’s always there…so much gud have happend…ive been blessed an moved far from my enemies…He works wonders in mysterious ways…i wish i can go on an on about all the good things God have done for me…it doesnt end here…to God be the glory! |
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